my heart

No matter what i do,
no matter how hard i try,
the ones i love
will always be the ones who pay.
i miss you so much
it`s been hard without you.
There`s something i`ve been waiting to tell you
when i was up there with a lot of problens
and i thought i was gonna die
there was only one person who i was thinking of,
and it wasn`t who i thought it`d be,
it was you.
iIkept thinking...
i hope i make it through this..
so i could see your face one more time.
There`s only one person who`s always been ther for me
who makes me feel
like i`m more than i ever thought i could be,
that i`m just ... me
and that`s ok
the truth is
i love you, i love you so much..
All i wanted was to tell you how much i loved you
but i couldn`t tell you everything
i mean, there`s so much to tell.
I want you to know... that i will always be there for you.
I will always be there to take care of you,
i promise you that.
I will always be your friend
because that`s all i have to give right now.
whatever life holds in store for me, i will never forget these worlds.....
with great heart
comes great responsibility.
this is my gift.
my curse
And i will make sure that i won`t make you cry or suffer because of me.
My life is so difficult and confused.
I wish that God help me pass through these quickly so i can finaly give my real heart to you.
A heart that never suffer or that is not hurt because you diserve the best.
after all, that`s only one thing i can say
i love you ... thank you for everything you`ve done for me....thank you Jesus,mom, and dady and....