Deep inside

Deep inside my veins
Your image stands as u were a personal saint
My love keeps prospering when it should be ripped
My pain decreases as I create fake believes

Now the roller coaster is back
Times of hope and others where my future is surrounded by a suffocating color black
All that remains is what I felt for you
What makes me stay together is knowing that one day us were the universe biggest’s true

Guess I should admit u left
Try to move on once life completely swepted
But once I know waves come and go
Can’t I stay here quietly waiting the time u´ll be mine again, trying to stop our connection to just unproperly flow?

Hey, just say something, show me you still care
It isn’t fair after all to see me in such a sad nightmare
Even more being the one, the only to touch me saying I love you
You loved me I know and that’s what putted me in this such problematic issue

While I don’t admit all we’ve been through is a lie
If us being souls that belong to someone elses instead of from each others is something I still firmly deny
U will be dominating all my heart
So please, just make runway all this ever-ending never-dreamed war and let our history once again have its start